punggol park~~

lols.
okay like on thurs.
went pool with wc hao wen and hao han.
wc plan like some epic fail.
end up going here going thr.
at first wanted to go yishun safra.
then ended up in toa payoh safra.

was quite fun. but then wc's suddenly dosen't suck.
=O
wth...
and he actually beat us. like. OMGHAX

okay anyway.
after that.
went home.
but i had this feeling like, why don't i go somewhere and just chill. for the sake of it.
(might be something to do with my feelings... but i don't really know)

wondered where i could go to chill.
remembered that punggol park is like right opposite my house. 2 minutes away.
so like. yeah.

walked over there.
lied down on the grass near the lake and listened to goo goo dolls.
lol.
i didn't really have any purpose going there.
not to reflect.
not to emo (whether about 'her' or otherwise)
not to sleep.
just to take a quick break and chill.

so yeah.
i won't exactly say that i was uber enlightened and holy after it.
i didn't necessarily feel all that relaxed and happy either.
but still. it was cool to slow down for once and just not give a shit abt stuff. be it homework or deadlines or even relationships. (or lack thereof)

the songs really helped pass the time too i guess.
the really cool thing is the clouds.
this is one of the rare times that i just stop. and look at the sky.
(the last time i rmbr doing that was probably in primary school. at the playground at my grandma's house) hah. i rmbr how the clouds moved. and it looked like the whole world was moving. it was damn cool.
so anyway i was looking at the clouds.
and i see this small figure.
looked like a head.
and maybe it wasn't supposed to be jesus.
but i sure thought it could be.
and it looked like he was opening his hands to the sky.

how cool.

so yeah.
i spent like an hour there.
o.o
some times of silence as well.

listening to opporutnity really sorta gave me a boost

~hold on now, your exit's here.
it's waiting just for you.
don't pause too long,
it's fading now.
it's ending all too soo-oon you'll see...
soo-oon you'll see.

your coffee's warm but your milk is sour,
life is short but you're here to flower.
dream yourself along another day,
never miss opportunity.
don't be scared of what you cannot see,
your only fear is possibility.
never wonder what the hell went wrong,
your second chance may never come along.

hold on now, your exit's here.
it's waiting just for you.
don't pause too long,
it's fading now.
it's ending all too soo-oon you'll see...
soo-oon you'll see.~~

it's a damn nice song.
i was kinda singing it out loud in the park.
lmao.
softly though.
so hopefully no one thinks i'm some deranged lunatic.

it got dark pretty soon.
so i just lied there for a while more.
it's not perfectly peaceful there.
but it's quite okay.

maybe i'll do it again sometime.
it just...i don't know.... feels cool.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D