fate~

it's a funny thing fate.
i can think of several situations where fate is so life-changing.

1. camps. who do you end up in the same group as?
2. class. who ends up in your class? who ends up sitting near/next to you?
3. plain old random stuff.

yea.
just experienced some weird things recently.
totally fate-filled.

so let's see.

today after work took a bus home.
saw "154" and thought it looked familiar and assumed it went to hougang central.
the thing is, it WAS familiar.
but for the wrong reason.
so i ended up somewhere in macphereson. (got off after realising that the bus dosen't go to hougang, it goes to Eunos. =,=)
thr was an mrt thr. but it was closed for some unknown reason.
i assume cos it isn't ready yet.
so then i look and see wad buses are there.
none that i cld take to hougang central. except 80.

and it just so happens that 80 passes by a certain friend of mine whom i haven't talked to/heard in like a month, who's recovering from surgery.

so i just thought, heck. i'll call him. maybe i can stop by.
so i call him. and he actually PICKS UP this time! like WOW.
so we start talking. and we have a LOT to talk about yea.

how is this fate?

given the choice i would've just ended up going to hougang mall and heading to the arcade.
instead, i chat with a lost old friend. and i'm gonna meet up with him.

y'know if not for that i prolly would have assumed he'd died or smth like that.
so.
cool.

anth strange thing fate did for me.

SALT session.
just went there for fun really.
if not i cld've just gone to meet my cous earlier.
but i just thought, heck i'll go.
and i did.

so then we split into groups to do discussion/sharing.
at first i was in one group,
then i got pulled into another as they started shuffling us around.
then a new girl is also asked to join the group.
naturally she sits next to me (i was nearest and she didn't know anyone anyway)

so then after our group is done with the sharing.
everyone else is talking away.
except of course me.
and her.

so i thought well i'll just start a conv.
i totally expected it to end after like 2 sentences.
but to my surprise she actually talked to me a lot to.
like i was trying to think of more stuff to say but she beats me to it.

so it was pretty fun talking to her.

what if i hadn't gone for the session?
what if i'd sat somewhere else? (cos i sure as heck wouldn't have got up from my seat and walk next to her just to say hi)
what if they hadn't shuffled the groups?

how cool eh?

sometimes i just gotta love fate.

speaking of fate. (and YES i'm gonna talk about crushing yet again)
confi camp.
if i'd been in another group.
my life right now would NOT be the same.
if i didn't have such an awesome facil who could finish sharings so bloody fast and give us time to talk cock amongst the group.
my life would NOT be the same.
if the people in my group had been different.
my life DEFINITELY would NOT be the same.

strange eh? how fate wants to play us.

and then there are times i wanna beat it up.

like once.
we were in the hall (by we, i mean a large group, which includes 'her')
we were supposed to have parents there.
'she' didn't have her parents with her.
i did though. although my mum was leaving halfway.
i figured, since 'shes' just sitting behind me, after my mum left i'd just move behind and sit next to her.

but then fate just wanted to toy with me.

first some random person occupied the seat next to 'her'.

in my head i was groaning. going "OH come on.... FML"
then she got off the seat.

and went to find her child.
i was like. oh. alrite!

then another old (okay maybe not THAT old. but kinda old) lady
who's carrying plastic bags puts her bags there.
i was like. GIVE ME A BREAK DAMMIT...

then the teachers tried to help her find a seat, or find her child.
they were like "you want to sit in front? nearer?"

and i was like. c'mon. c'mon. GO sit there....

then she waved her hand to say no.
i was like. ahhh F***
but in the end she went off to dunno where.
and when my mum left the seat next to 'her' was empty.
like AWWW YEAH.

so i go sit next to her.
barely mouth "hello"

and remain silent throughout.

=,=!!!!!!!!!


sigh. lol.

how sad eh?

but still. fate is bloody awesome.

if i hadn't fallen for the YCS trick,
and joined legion instead.
my life would definitely be a hell of a lot different.

i mean. my best friends are from YCS.

i don't have to list them down.
scared of leaving people out.

but yea.
life would SOO be different.

esp that first YCS March camp 2 years ago.
THAT was when it all just...well.
happened.

haha.
i am REALLY into a reminiscent mood right now.

thinkin about all that.

haha.
and the worst would be if i hadn't gotten into sji.

now THAT would be a MAJOR change.

although maybe if i'd gone victoria,
i wouldn't be having such serious girl trouble. ;)

LOLS.

okayokay.
no use thinking about what COULD be.

i'll settle for whatever. =)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D/BBoy Cyril